11/2 Soul Urge | Your Heart Desires HEALING

11/2 Soul Urge |

Your Heart Desires HEALING

Master 11/2 Soul Urge:  You have a deep need to heal and transform others through spiritual service and artistic creativity.

When you look deep into your soul, you have an underlying and pressing need to form meaningful relationships—while having the spotlight shine on you!

The foundation of your deep desire resides with the energy of the number 2.

Underneath it all you’re a lover, not a fighter. You’re amazingly emotionally sensitive and working on trusting timing through patient process. Yet then you must add on the self-focused calling of the double 1.

It’s as though you’re a Siamese twin and your twin is the Yang to your Yin.

The 1 is all about you while the 2 is all about the group.

The 1 contains the energy of drive, initiation, leadership, innovation, independence, and is often the quirky individualist. The 1 seeks to take the lead while the 2 seeks to be the supportive power behind the throne.

Can you see how there might be a few issues along the way?

It’s a constant push/pull between wanting to tell others what to do while also wanting others to define tasks and have others tell you what to do. It’s a mix of being pushed into the spotlight—while there’s nothing that scares you more than that. It’s a constant wrestle with leveling your delicate ego to manageable and productive realms. You’re perpetually riding the teeter-totter of me/us, diplomacy/leadership, and independence/interdependence.

The 11/2 is the spiritual messenger.

You bring a heightened and refined energy to whatever you do and yet here is the inherent frustration: What you bring to the mix is somewhat intangible. Therefore, it’s difficult to trust that you’re on task or having any significant impact because what you do best is primarily etheric and energetic—it’s not quantifiable.

The 11 is the number of spiritual illumination. It’s a doorway to higher consciousness and yet it’s not something you can catalogue, define or check off the punch-list.

Know that you have gifts in the realm of artistic creativity, however that shows up for you individually. You’re at your optimal when acting upon healthy emotional and energetic boundaries, serving the needs of a group dynamic and developing your relationship with yourself, with others, and with the spiritual realm.

This Soul Urge number is a powerful one demanding that you learn how to level your ego, trust your intuition, and serve as a conduit for spiritual energy to move and speak through you.  

Some of your internal struggles might include being more of a dreamer than a doer. 

You might find that you have trouble bringing forth any of your ideas into form in the material world—meaning, you’re full of dreams and ideas—yet find it impossible to bring those dreams into reality. Since you’re learning all about the intricacies of relationships, you can struggle with establishing and maintaining healthy relationships.

Know that your 11/2 Soul Urge is a profound journey that offers you multifaceted opportunities to create loving environments, dig deep into relationships, and bring an evolved and spiritually heightened energy to all of your interactions. At your core, you’re a spiritual messenger who is highly intuitive and creative.

With the 11/2 as your Soul Urge, this might be something only you can see or feel. Or alternately, you may tap into your loving diplomacy, heightened creativity, and super-charged spirituality in a substantial way. It ultimately depends on the other numbers in your chart and how those energies mix and match with your inspired and spiritually focused 11/2 Soul Urge.